This Sunday we will scatter Dad's ashes. I just want it over. As far as I'm concerned I have said my goodbyes and I don't really need to do any more. This is for Mum, not something I need to do for me.
Deb's son Chase wants to be there and her other boys will make a decision later. I don't think Karen's will go and I'm sure ours won't. I don't really want to drag the grief up again.